Is it alright just to quit something only because I'm being held back, is it alright for me to stay and build up lie to myself that one day I can get there? I used to think choir was amazing to be in, after years of being drained out, I no longer feel the joy to be in a hateful group, where not only do I feel vocally push back, I also feel mentally I'm out of the group..... Much to say I think I'm gonna throw away the ten year dream I had to be in A Choir, because I am not gonna drag myself back into Vocal Point for a third time. The fact that we are simply changing makes me mad, I can't afford a new dress when I bought my for the sake of 4 years of choir, if I cannot escape I will not even try. Choir is simply not for me, as I been told I am not good enough to fulfill my dream, I'm built up with anger, disappointment sadness. I don't care for my grammar and spelling here... I just wanted to clear my head.
Good bye choir, fairwell dream, sorry little sad me I have failed you yet again....
I close this binder and bow down, this is my final preforment so boo me out..
~The choir deaf token.
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