Flaws

I hate when people point out my flaws and expect me not to be hurt. I may act tough on the outside and make a good comeback only to hide my heart being stab.  I know I am not perfect but neither are you. I may not be a friend to you but that doesn't mean you should treat me like crap and make me feel alone,like a freak to nature. I may be fat but I am trying to change that,do you think I like being in this body? I cant help to be ugly god made me this way. So why do you make fun of what things that I hate about myself,things I wish I can change. So go on talk trash about me,but can you do it while looking straight in my eyes, Do you have the guts to watch  my eyes slowly blures with tears and anger. So have fun treating me like I am dirt,because I feel like it because my life. Ever since I was a little even around  7 years I wanted to end...... I cry each time untill I feel the last drip of air leave my throat. Now I wish for a better life, not to be me or here.

Little less hope each day

Everyday seems to get harder for me,not only do I seem like a depress little cry baby,I slowly lose hope in things. School I push aside and for what nothing. When I try to speak out my problem not only does it seem like no ones care,it just feel like I am whining. I just realize something but I don't really think it has to do with anything that much the  death  anavesry of my mother's is 24 days away. I know I know its been 3 years know but I cant get over it,I just. Ever since then I began to change but thats another story that no one would like to hear.

Pictures

Pictures can have more then one meaning it. From sad to joy. No matter what enjoy!

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"Where Will You Go"

You're too important for anyone
You play the role of all you long to be
But I, I know who you really are
You're the one who cries when you're alone

[Chorus:]
But where will you go
With no one left to save you from yourself
You can't escape
You can't escape

You think that I can't see right through your eyes
Scared to death to face reality
No one seems to hear your hidden cries
You're left to face yourself alone

[Chorus:]
But where will you go (where will you go)
With no one left to save you from yourself
You can't escape
The truth
I realize you're afraid (I realize)
But you can't abandon everyone
You can't escape
You don't want to escape

I'm so sick of speaking words that no one understands
Is it clear enough that you can't live your whole life all alone?
I can hear you in a whisper
But you can't even hear me screaming

[Chorus:]
Where will you go (where will you go)
With no one left to save you from yourself
You can't escape
The truth
I realize you're afraid (I realize)
But you can't reject the whole world
You can't escape
You won't escape
You can't escape
You don't want to escape
-Evanscence