Flaws

I hate when people point out my flaws and expect me not to be hurt. I may act tough on the outside and make a good comeback only to hide my heart being stab.  I know I am not perfect but neither are you. I may not be a friend to you but that doesn't mean you should treat me like crap and make me feel alone,like a freak to nature. I may be fat but I am trying to change that,do you think I like being in this body? I cant help to be ugly god made me this way. So why do you make fun of what things that I hate about myself,things I wish I can change. So go on talk trash about me,but can you do it while looking straight in my eyes, Do you have the guts to watch  my eyes slowly blures with tears and anger. So have fun treating me like I am dirt,because I feel like it because my life. Ever since I was a little even around  7 years I wanted to end...... I cry each time untill I feel the last drip of air leave my throat. Now I wish for a better life, not to be me or here.